Monday, September 15, 2008

creativity


In your light

I learn how to love.

In your beauty, how to make poems.

You dance inside my chest,

where no one sees you,

but sometimes I do,

and that sight

becomes this art.
Rumi


Have you ever experienced the iridescent flow of creativity when the act of expression seems to come from the movement of an internal dance? The feeling is one of an alignment to a fresh air thinness, where freedom captures you in its magic. Sometimes we try so hard to be creative or to stretch our imaginations. Sometimes it even feels like mind zapping work because our energy to find that heartdance tangles in the tango of yearning.

There is a cross stitch step we often trip over in our desire to create. The wanting overpowers the action. Personal expectations and self-judgement blur the motion of doing, and of finding His dance of life hidden within us. We want to perform, paint, play out, poetize and as seekers of perfection, we lose sight of His gift of beauty and light where the soft murmuring passion quietly settles.
Perfection is not wanted on the voyage of discovery. Perfection is not found in the beauty of our artistry. When we touch on the blue-glass iridescence of shimmering possibilities, our grip on expectations loosens as the vision for our creations clarifies.


What interests me is the point where the illuminative transitional pull from feeling like the yearning seems to be choking the ability to produce anything of substance moves to a place where one enters the zone where creative flow alights. I believe it can be compared to experiencing early morning dawn after the 4 am dark night. Both are beautiful in their own way. Both are needed in the gestation of creation. Both can be dwellings where we are captured by the internal dance, if we don't find ourselves trapped in encircling yearnings. But, there is an indescrible essence where "aha" happens.....and the heartdance is found.

5 comments:

JP/deb said...

There is a cross stitch step we often trip over in our desire to create. The wanting overpowers the action.

These lines really spoke to me. It can sometimes feel like a chasm between the wanting and doing.

Wonderful post. xx, JP/deb

awareness said...

Thanks Deb. So often I seem to get tangled up in the yearnings/wantings that I trip over my feet trying too hard.....or something like that. Not only does it impede action/doing, it skews expectations. Gotta take the risks by opening up to imagination and by listening to our own personal dance beat (aka as intuition) we are sometimes too thirsty for the end result/product that our feet cross over and we end up face planted on the pavement!

mistakes and missteps are all part of the learning though, aren't they?

Karen said...

That is a beautiful poem Dana and a wonderful post as always. It seems you have your mojo back and I'm glad :)

awareness said...

love my mojo! lol

Marja said...

Great stuff. I love to be creative. It is always hard to get into it but when you get into a flow it's pure fun and relaxing.
The start is always hard work and I am always amazed how your pen flows and produces so much beauty.
You don't have to worry what you try to do you do well. I wish I had only half your skills.