tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post7339516742430283559..comments2023-12-25T02:46:52.723-04:00Comments on Awareness: day two.awarenesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06098432781380754899noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-2597601997943032192009-05-07T07:17:00.000-03:002009-05-07T07:17:00.000-03:00Thanks to you. I know how it is, just do this, Don...Thanks to you. I know how it is, just do this, Don one thing a day you really enjoy,Mariana Sofferhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13351209522681966230noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-45221231923254984812009-05-07T07:04:00.000-03:002009-05-07T07:04:00.000-03:00Mariana...you captured it wonderfully. it is very...Mariana...you captured it wonderfully. it is very frightening to me to be that asleep that i wouldn't care enough to live with my eyes open. thank you for sharing your thoughts here.awarenesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06098432781380754899noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-12974265793741622282009-05-07T04:04:00.000-03:002009-05-07T04:04:00.000-03:00completely agree that it would be the same like to...completely agree that it would be the same like to choose death<br />Routing, monotony, nothing happening, always have freaked me out<br /><br />here is something I once wrote about it:<br /><br />A reverence for not escaping<br />My biggest fear always was becoming a middle class person who<br />is completely indifferent, not being affected by anything.<br />Felling nothing. Existing without either suffering or joy.<br />Not caring whether becoming an accountant, a musician, a<br />policeman, a scientists, or whatever. No aspirations. No<br />interests. Without a reason for getting out of bed or stop<br />watching TV. Not needing to fight to survive. Unable to find<br />any reason for pursuing any goal. Being a living dead.Mariana Sofferhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13351209522681966230noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-11310495929572364702009-05-06T22:19:00.000-03:002009-05-06T22:19:00.000-03:00Gypsy...it truly has been an easy transition becau...Gypsy...it truly has been an easy transition because the work is familiar and my new colleagues were all housed under the same roof with my old colleagues only a year ago. This isn't a permanent gig though....nothing is really. So, we'll just have to play it all alertly. :) <br /><br />Monk...i think that's the case with most people don't you? WE fall into patterns which are designed by past relationships and experiences. I had a very tough time letting go of the toxicity I had to work under for two years...this past winter after finally pulling out of it physically, I was still hurting emotionally and could SEE how my decisions were being affected by the lack of trust I had built up.<br />This move is more of a blessing than a curse. I have slept through the night for the past week....the first time in months.awarenesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06098432781380754899noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-3460944790730257522009-05-06T19:51:00.000-03:002009-05-06T19:51:00.000-03:00Took me a long time to let go of something toxic a...Took me a long time to let go of something toxic and move on, and it seemed to lead me into something more toxic, but you never know what you can do until you push the canoe out into open water huh:)urbanmonkhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17674871237002604796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-80772573283837632162009-05-06T10:40:00.000-03:002009-05-06T10:40:00.000-03:00I must admit starting a new job is definitely the ...I must admit starting a new job is definitely the one thing that really shakes my foundations. I hate that feeling of being "out of sorts" and floundering in unfamiliar territory.<br /><br />You'll be fine Dana and I hope you can make a difference just as you did in your last position. The people who really need you will love you and after all, they are the really important ones.Karenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14339140046788925506noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-88955108633744846252009-05-06T07:06:00.000-03:002009-05-06T07:06:00.000-03:00Perceptionpoint...welcome. I think you may have of...Perceptionpoint...welcome. I think you may have offered me a working title. thank you.awarenesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06098432781380754899noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-77322398256906999312009-05-06T05:01:00.000-03:002009-05-06T05:01:00.000-03:00you write beautifully, and your words just resonat...you write beautifully, and your words just resonate with the paradox of being human!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com