tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post1346720380540113576..comments2023-12-25T02:46:52.723-04:00Comments on Awareness: panicawarenesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06098432781380754899noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-21246379161418252192009-11-02T22:20:07.067-04:002009-11-02T22:20:07.067-04:00Mavis... Good to hear from you with an update. I ...Mavis... Good to hear from you with an update. I will most definately be thinking about you tomorrow. Keep me posted!!! love to you. x<br /><br />M2P... thank you! I really wanted to bring it to LIFE.... I think trying to describe anxiety and other common feelings helps me understand it for my own purposes and for others too. Today, actually I was able to share it with a student who had just gone through a long bumpy night herself. This little piece broke the ice for her to share her story with me. :)awarenesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06098432781380754899noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-74247890463186191862009-11-02T21:44:49.589-04:002009-11-02T21:44:49.589-04:00Wow...powerful words. I could feel the momentum m...Wow...powerful words. I could feel the momentum mounting with each line leading to the next and then the climax. Just as it ended, I found myself wanting there to be more.much2ponderhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02392298165950651491noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-53532366651176251632009-11-02T18:56:27.894-04:002009-11-02T18:56:27.894-04:00Dana:
When I found my lump PANIC
The next day I ...Dana:<br /><br />When I found my lump PANIC <br />The next day I had a talk I told God I can do anything if you take away the fear, when your frozen with fear you are no good to anyone or yourself.<br />Isaiah 43: 1-3 was given to me<br />Never before have I been able to give over control, this time I am in awe of how easy it was once I trusted . Tomorow I go to have the first steps in my process , maybe if I am one of the lucky ones it will end there,but this I know I have learned a valuable lessson one I tried all my life to learn and could not seem to grasp. I learned to let go and let God.<br />Pray for me tonite as I will pray for you.<br /><br />MavisAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-26222480298184641322009-11-02T18:14:41.171-04:002009-11-02T18:14:41.171-04:00Jen.... panic is a sign, maybe a sign that a trans...Jen.... panic is a sign, maybe a sign that a transition is about to happen? Or some enlightenment? Or maybe the time has come to make a decision? I don't know. It often hits me when I have a nasty middle of the night recognition moment that one day I'm going to die. Then, I'm in that vortex you are swirling in too, sooner than I can open my eyes. <br /><br />Mark. I think the ugliness we do hang onto far too long, but I also think we need to at least recognize it in ourselves and then work towards some kind of beautification project also known as forgiveness. it is a layer peeling thing, you're right on. :)awarenesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06098432781380754899noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-87358170395216032252009-11-02T13:12:21.992-04:002009-11-02T13:12:21.992-04:00If you only see ugliness when you strip the facade...If you only see ugliness when you strip the facade away then you need to keep stripping for you have not arrived at your core self which is beauty. Do not be fooled by your ego that you are in anyway bad or ugly beneath the facade, that what your ego presents is yet another facade. Peel away the layers and find the beauty that is you.Markhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08237538988856751173noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17192698.post-84457794961374820902009-11-02T10:47:34.893-04:002009-11-02T10:47:34.893-04:00sigh...
Sometimes I think that I build up that bi...sigh...<br /><br />Sometimes I think that I build up that big moment of surrender into something it need not be. What's the worst thing that can happen? And what if it does?<br /><br />sigh...again...<br /><br />not like I allow it to happen very often, if ever. <br /><br /><br />I'm there, sweet lady. I'm tired. <br /><br />I'm swirling in a vortex, creating my own anxiety. I just need to let go.<br /><br /><br />Hugs to you, Dana.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com